Waiting in my room
I'm lying on the bed
Cause outside is just too cold
I turn the radio loud
So I can fall asleep
But it's all I've come to know

And I try to keep up for you

Push me and you
Shoved like you always do
But nothing's ever the same
But how can I explain
The damage you have done
When all that's left is pain

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

Waiting in my room
I'm lying on the bed
Cause outside is just too warm
I turn the radio loud
So I can fall asleep
But it's all I've come to know

So I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way
And I don't like what I see
Cause I've been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
I tried your way
And I don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

I'm Waiting in my room
I'm lying on the floor
Cause outside I just don't know
I turned the radio loud
So I can hear me think
But it's all I've come to know

And so I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way
And I don't like what I see
Cause I've been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
I tried your way
And I don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

So I burn a part of me that slowly fades to you,
but how can I plainly see what slowly fades to me

And so I tried to stay awake
And so I would try to stay awake
And so I learned...

I fucking tried your way
And I don't like what I see
Cause I've been put to the test
And faced all the rest
And useless is all I'll be
I tried your way
And I don't like what I see
And now I'm bored

Use me as much as you can
Cause you've never been
More than a friend
Cause I try to push you away
And make myself clean
And forget you hurt me

CLEAN
I don't want to be
I don't need to be
I don't want to be
CLEAN
I don't want to be
I don't need to be
I don't want to be

Pressure, the less that I feel
The more that I heal
And put back the peices
Cause you keep taking my sould
Keep from letting it go
And setting me free
You keep bringing me down
Keep my head above ground
The ground that I lay
Cause I try myself everyday
And say it's o.k.
For bringing me pain...

CLEAN
I don't want to be
I don't need to be
I don't want to be
CLEAN
I don't want to be
I don't need to be
I don't want to be

And when I step outside this place
All I see is empty
And when I look into your face
All I see is emptiness

CLEAN
I don't want to be
I don't need to be
I don't want to be
CLEAN
I don't want to be
I don't need to be
I don't want to be
Clean

Hey man, want to try
Wanna be that guy that I hate
And hey man, want to front some shit
Want to claim you're it
And be insane

It's not about you
It's all about me
It's not about you
It's all about..

Me
To find my own way
To live through this day
And watch all the stains
Become like...
Me
To find my own way
To live through this day
And watch all the stains
Become Naive

Hey man, want to take my place
Want to walk in my place
And cover me
Yeah hey man, want to
Breathe my air
And think it's fair that
You'll never see

It's not about you
It's all about me
It's not about you
It's all about..

Me
To find my own way
To live through this day
And watch all the stains
Become like...
Me
To find my own way
To live through this day
And watch all the stains
Become Naive

Hey man, want to try
Wanna be that guy that I hate

It's not about you
It's all about me
It's not about you
It's all about..

Me
To find my own way
To live through this day
And watch all the stains
Become like...
Me
To find my own way
To live through this day
And watch all the stains
Become Naive

I sign at the world
Because you don't seem to care
And if I grow old
Then you were never there

And yet it's hard just to find
The only way back inside
The only way I could let this go
And how could I justify
By taking what's deep inside
And lie face down
And lie face down

And if I could
Then you were so over this
And then we face its soul

I'm face down but no one knows

And I bleed
Then I will bleed for you
And it's hard to see
To see what I see in you

And so I just realize
That everything that I fear
Is back in my face only again
So put me out on this floor
Cause that's the way I've been
Since I lied down
Since I lied down

And if I could
Then you were so over this
And then we face its soul

I'm face down but no one knows

I feel it's the same thing I had
Since I fell hear, I fear...

I sign at the world
Because you don't care
And if I grow old
Then you will never come back

I'm face down but no one knows

I feel it's the same thing I had
Since I fell hear, I fear...

I'm face down but no one knows

I try not to hate you
Not to hate me
But it just won't go away
I see all I can see
I'm hoping for a brighter day

Watch as you go
Watch as I wave goodbye
There's no one to know me
On the far......side
I don't care about your side
You don't care about your life
I don't care about you

I try not to feel the same
Not to feel this way
A front diguise
And I see all I can see
I'm hoping for a new life

Watch as you go
Watch as I wave goodbye
There's no one to know me
On the far......side
I don't care about your side
You don't care about your life
I don't care about you

And when it's gone
I won't be there
All these things as they past
I'll just fade away
And the time can tell me that
We're all the same

I try not to hate you
Not to hate me
But it just won't go away
I see all I can see
I'm hoping for a brighter day

Watch as you go
Watch as I wave goodbye
There's no one to know me
On the far......side
I don't care about your side
I don't care about your life
I don't care about you

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
I'm sitting in the middle
Of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
I'm so pathetic is how I see myself
I'm just a joke
I'm running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied

I'm just a stain
I'm trying to make my mark
On a spot that's been dark
For a long time
Been a long time since a panic
Broken down a systematic life
That god gave to me
So try to save my faith
That's going out the window
That I'm looking down from
One more step and I'll be
On the ground from a sinner
To try to make a true believer
Well, ho, I never was

You'll probably run and hide

Life reality hits me in the stomach
Aches like a fist in my mouth
I should have said nothing
To make everything fall apart
In my face
Well, you're the one who's crying
So try to see the world from
The flip side
Running out of line with no one
Ever watching my back
Ah, cold muther fucker
Never seem to realize
I'm not your wannabe

You'll probably run and hide

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
I'm sitting in the middle
Of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
I'm so pathetic is how I see myself
I'm just a joke
I'm running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied

You'll probably run and hide

I've got nothing left
For you to take away
I know you blame me
For every time you walked away

So what
You hate me and everything
I seem to do
So look back
Don't turn away
It was my face that you were lying to

And in my life you could find
Everything just seperates
And in my life you could find
Everything you want to take away
I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

So what
It's not the same
Every word out of your mouth is shit
So look back
Don't turn away
I'm sick, I'm through
And I'm fed up with this

And in my life you could find
Everything just seperates
And in my life you could find
Everything you want to take away
I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

[whispers] Please, take it all from me
[whispers] Please, take it all from me

It's all, it's all
As everything just seperates
I know, I know
You give but you take it all away

So what
You hate me and everything
I seem to do
I know you
You blame me for everytime
I walk out on you
I've got nothing

I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

Look back inside
Will I ever realize
That this thing
This man was me
But then I suffocate
Everything that I relate
It's not the same
Life that we knew it

I bleed my life
I shed my skin
I'm dying deep within
Cause everything's my fault
But then I suffocate
Everything that I relate
It's all your
Life that we knew it

And here I can find out that
You're nothing better
And here I can find out that
You just don't care

Left outside
Left to dry
Don't know all the reasons why
Everything's my fault
But then I suffocate
Everything that I relate
It's not the same
Life that we knew it

And here I can find out that
You're nothing better
And here I can find out that
You just don't care

And here I can find out that
You are nothing better
And here I can find out that
You are nothing better
And here I can find out that
You just don't seem to care

I'm here, I'm here
I'm here in soul
You give, I take this soul from me
It's all I've got

And here I can find out that
You're nothing better
And here I can find out that
You just don't care

Less of I but more than you
I'm less of nothing again
I take my life and what I do
I feel I'm the last to be saved

What would you say
That everything here
Must soon change
But you think the machine
Is a man in the back of my head
And the lies, the lies that can be the truth if you
Just want them to be
But you'll still push me down
You just

GET BACK
Doesn't matter what I say
Or how I feel
You're out of line
So just get back, get back

Let, you just can't
Let, you just can't
Let, you just can't
LET IT GO, LET IT GO

And if I see his face
And I do nothing for this
Would you think less of me
If I didn't raise my fist
All the cracks in the floor
Make this life a game
For you to push me down
For you to

GET BACK
Doesn't matter what I say
Or how I feel
You're out of line
So just get back, get back

Let, you just can't
Let, you just can't
Let, you just can't
LET IT GO, LET IT GO

Try to understand
LET IT GO
Doesn't matter what I say
Or how I feel
You're out of line
So just get back, get back
LET IT GO
Doesn't matter what I say
Or how I feel
You're out of line
So just get back, get back

Let, you just can't
Let, you just can't
Let, you just can't
LET IT GO, LET IT GO

What's your problem
Can I tell you
Sick inside your mind is all I see
Now you're looking
Point your finger
Take a look at yourself
That you point at me

Take your pride
Swallow your pride
Walk before me
Trash you will be
Life that hates you
I degrade you
Be pathetic and lie
Through your skin

I'M NOT GOD
But I can be
I'M NOT GOD
But I can be

I'm not god...

What's your problem
Don't you like this
Don't you like this in your world
Child before you
Life before you
I'm the spine that's in your thorn

I'M NOT GOD
But I can be
I'M NOT GOD
But I can be

And I'm so over you...

SO BURN

I'M NOT GOD
But I can be
I'M NOT GOD
But I can be

Closer, more than you feel
Another peice of me lashes out
When I'm losing all control
But then I
I see your ways
And everything that never changed
It's still in you
It's still in you

It's all this hate
I don't want this
And pain
I don't need this
And hate
I don't want this
It's not the same
Whimper with me

Too much like a bad dream
Another memory lashes out
And I'm losing all control
But then I
I seem to fake
Everything that once was great
It's still in me

It's all this hate
I don't want this
And pain
I don't need this
And hate
I don't want this
It's not the same
Whimper with me

I don't want this
And I don't need this
And I don't want this
It's not the same
Whimper with me

So step off the line
I can see it in your face
How reality breaks
Like the fuckers with the drive-by
It's all the same thing
Everything is going to fade
Pretend to try
That you wanna be like me
If all the faces looking down
Means you got none
When you think you solve
A problem you create one
So look in it to find look in it to find
And hate yourself

Look deep inside... yourself

Look in to find

It's all this hate
I don't want this
And pain
I don't need this
And hate
I don't want this
It's not the same
Whimper with me

I don't want this
And I don't need this
And I don't want this
It's not the same
Whimper with me

Feel alone
All I do is say
I alone can be your kind

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
When I feel awake

Close your eyes
Everything I've seen
I this time can be your mind

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
Then I feel awake

Let God cry
Then I'll wash it away
Let God cry
Then I'll wash it away

Dry your eyes
Everything must change
I this time can be your life

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
Then I feel awake

Let God cry
Then I'll wash it away
Let God cry
Then I'll wash it away

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel it come back home
So home

Please
Let
My
My son

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
Then I feel awake

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
This is not the same
I am not the same

Let God cry
Then I'll wash it away
Let God cry
Then I'll wash it away

This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel you come in two and three
This is not the same
I am not the same
I can feel it come back home
So home