falling apart
i'm sickening
i'm sickening
losing my heart
i'm sickening
i'm sickening
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trying to forget
trying to protect
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crawling this far
i'm sickening
i'm sickening
soiled and scarred
i'm sickening
i'm sickening
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lying to subject
dying to collect
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i'm coming apart
finally
maybe this time i'll forget about you
i've tried
but you keep coming back
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i'm coming apart

Pull me from the toaster
Straight into the roaster
Fill my head with the stuff
Brightest dreams are made of
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Duh
Promising the big guns
Reward when the light comes
Screaming from the damage done
Screaming from the damage done
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Duh
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up like I know you will
Cover it up like I know you will
Better yourself like I know you will
Breaking the trust like you always will
Be good for it, you never will
Be good for it, you never will
Be good for it, you never will
Be good for it, you never will
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Butter me up, butter me up
Duh
So you think you got the best
Thought I was like all the rest
Reaping from the damage done
Reaping from the damage done
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Bringing me down again
Duh

Lifting up from this
Balance under pressure shifts
Feel the gears slip
Feel the gears slip
Strain
Nothing ever lifts
Nothing ever lifts
Drain
Nothing ever shifts
Nothing ever shifts
Wiping sweat from battered brow
Dreaded thinking living now
Feel the years shift
Feel the years shift
Strain
Nothing ever lifts
Nothing ever lifts
Drain
Nothing ever shifts
Nothing ever shifts
Again
And I've been here before
Bled
Again
The machine turns out more
Blackened from the dirt
My vision seared and blurred
Here beneath the wheel
My face against the steel
Clutching at the earth
Where is my support
Falling into line
Is losing what is mine
Falling into line
Losing what is mine
Here beneath the wheel
My face against the steel

an icy grip creeps over me a shivering glimpse of what's about to be think
that's all it's gonna take think that's all there is at stake it should be
getting easier i don't know what it is i feel myself falling apart i wish i
could start...again i wish i could start again i wish i could start i've
known these parts i've known this loneliness i've known these parts i still
feel misinformed on this suck until there's no way out is just what this is
all about suck until there's no way out must be a better way suck until
there's no way out suck until there's no.

Hold me to the light all this for me arms wrapped around me
breathe out gold cold hold me to the light hold me to the light all this
for me arms wrapped around me breathe out gold cold all i could want all i
could need
all i could feel all i could see damn myself am i safe bought myself a
better
life gave myself a reward a worse hand was never dealt a worse hit was
never felt damn myself am i safe back myself paid the price back myself
bought you a better life told me to the light see what i just might offer up
forgiveness think that i'd forget this? with all i could want with all i
could need with all i could feel with all i could see bought myself a better
life gave myself a reward a worse hand was never dealt a worse hit was never
felt hold me to the light all this for me arms wrapped around me i don't
think so.

Clinging to a hope dust that makes me choke a tiny piece of dirt happiness
assured can't be too far can't be too hard, traction having slipped, i think
i've lost my grip, mine but not for long, mine, think i'm losing pressure
think i'm losing ground, think i'm losing pressure think i'm losing ground,
down falls down hurts me much less so good, so good so perfect like how
could, how could how could you try what for, what for what better life once
more, once more it all slips by me...again by me think i'm losing pressure
think i'm losing ground think i'm losing pressure think i'm losing once more
put it in a package of perfect like leave it in package of perfect size
never opened up and it can't slip by it all slips by.

You've found my need of last time
I could leave the worse kind
Imposing like it's over now
Reaching out wrong
I still wait
Holding my blessing back
I still wait
Holding my blessing back
Underneath a death hand
Underneath realms
I still wait
Holding my blessing back
I still wait
Holding my blessing back
You know I can better see black around
You know I can better see light down
You know I can better see against yours
You know I can better see against yours
It's your life
Your life
Your life
Your life
Wanting me then
Taking the steer and
Imposing like it's over now
Reaching out wrong
Burned, burned
Burned, burned
All the way
Your eyes
All the way
Your eyes
You know I can better see black around
You know I can better see light down
You know I can better see against yours
You know I can better see against yours
It's your life
Your life
Your life
Your life

Feel I'm waking up
Feel I'm breaking lose
Start begin to turnin
Feel the inside break
Fired
Push it to the red line
Push it to the edge
And it starts to unwind
Last call sucker
Holds you steady
As it starts to shudder
Fill me with her f**king lies
Fill me with her f**king lies
Fill me with her f**king lies
Fill me with her f**king lies
Crashing through the bassline
Leaving in the dust as you beat in decline
Mold, I'll crush her
Selling our skin as it fuels you within
Fill me with her f**king lies
Fill me with her f**king lies
Fill me with her f**king lies
Fill me with her f**king lies
Burnt
These f**king lies
I figured out
I feel alive
I feel alone
I feel alive
I feel alone
I feel the pressure
I said, give up
I feel the anger
No anger
I feel the pressure
Said, give up
I feel the anger
No anger, say it
Fired
Push it to the red line
Push it to the edge
To begin the unwind
Soft hill sucker
A wind within so that I could begin
Told you we would f**king learn
Told you we would f**king learn
Told you we would f**king learn
Told you we would f**king learn
Repent
Repent
Repent
Repent down
Cursed
Hurt
Cut
Oh

Working too hard
Keep myself thin
Wearing the scars
Of where I haven't been
Yearns, yearns
Yearns, yearns
Working so hard
Grown this far
Clutching the charts
I've always torn apart
Nations worn down
They're just fooling around
Threating your world
Released in my ground
I'm up against an old brick wall
I've tucked my nails in
Hanging to the same old sore
Here is where I know I've been
All alone
Towards the end
Raise myself again
All alone
I'm killing this soul
Convince myself again
Covered in sin
Carrying the stones
Cease fire, fire, fire, fire
Killing these lies
Killing these lies
Killing these lies
Killing these lies
All alone
Towards the end
Raise myself again
All alone
I'm killing this soul
Convince myself again
Working so hard
I'm innocent
I'm wearing the scars
Of what I haven't been
I'm up against an old brick wall
I've tucked my nails in
Hanging to the same old sore
Here is where I know I've been
All alone
Towards the end
Raise myself again
All alone
I'm killing this soul
Convince myself again
I'm telling this for
All my friends
Tell it like it is

Crawled from my hole
Covered in Mud
Forced my face up
towards the sun
Burnt
This happened to me once before
Now I make myself go back again
They've known me
Smothered me
Forget life and accept
Then I wait
I don't need you
(I don't need to know)
We'll be down here
(Live without a clue)
I don't want you
(You resist me)
Came here to exist
(I don't want all of this)
Rubbing me out
Pushing me down
It's picking me up
Stooding me on
Starving me
Surviving me
Starving me
Surviving me
Leaving me
Still see the gap
They've known me
Smothered me
Forget life and accept
I don't need you
(I don't need to know)
We'll be down here
(Live without a clue)
I don't want you
(You resist me)
Came here to exist
(I don't want all of this)
Rubbing me out
Pushing me down
It's picking me up
Stooding me on
Burnt