I'm feeling like I'm still in the same old situation
I'm speaking but no one's listening, it's the same old conversation
But I know there's no hope

I'm waiting for something, something to happen
I'm hating procrastinating but I can't find the motivation
But I know there's no hope

And you can't believe you're walking through this hell
Cause all you wish to be - wish you were someone else
And all hope's lost again

I'm seeing but not believing, is it just my imagination?
I'm dreaming of devastationof this whole entire generation
But we know there's no hope

If tomorrow never shows
I want you all to know
That I loved you all, you're beautifull
And I had myself a ball

I've wasted so much precious time
Been skating along these fine lines
Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown
And my life has passed me by

And my life has passed me by
And I don't know why
I keep searching for something that I never found
While these weeds get deeper as I turn around
And time growns older and I've grown colder
So long has passed that I forgot to count

These weeds have grown where the sun once shown
And I can feel it

Today I cut off all the ties
Been led blind for all this time
But somewhere in between the lies
Are the hearts and minds of those who tried

And although I've heard your lies...

This space between us...

Humble prostitution
Sanitizing crush
Sesame hallways
Yourself is priceless with yourself is in
Lust

Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite
Gently sentimental
Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite
Gently sentimental

Found your future, felt your fight
And I found yours, and you found mine

Mockinngbird, mockingbird
Translucent sea
Mockingbird, mockingbird
Please come rescue me

Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite
Gently sentimental
Mushy me, mushy me, mushy me, bite
Gently sentimental

Found your future, felt your fight
And I found yours, and you found mine

Mockingbird, mockingbird
Mockingbird, mockingbird

Gently sentimental

Found your future, felt your fight
And I found yours, and you found mine...

Funnel down straight through the clouds
Like an ever flowing stream
Like an ever flowing steam
Take a bite of the fruit of life
Cause the fruit of life is sweet
Cause the fruit of life is sweet

You're my tangerine

Let the spirits speak through me
Ecstasy and energy
Let it come your wildest dreams
A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze
New day, stressless without disease
Would you be my tangerine?

You're my tangerine

I can't stop searching for more and more...

Still hung over from the night before
Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore
Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar
Still hung over from the night before

You're my tangerine...

I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything
My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free
Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself

My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be
My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be

Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity
My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me
Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain
Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game

Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game

Sea shells raise hell to the soles of my feet
Why don't you open your minds to the sweet?
I tripped and fell down...

Falling down deeper, down deeper within
Love me and I'll love you so make love to me
I tripped and fell down...

Falling down deeper, falling down deeper, deeper
There's only one way to fall
Life's an illusion, lost in seclusion
Life can be groovy tasty to all

I tripped and fell down...

You give what you get
Nothing more and nothing less
Smile when needed to
Speak when spoken to

I won't lead you astray
Candyman...

Take what, what you need
As long as it's free
Come run away with me
We'll run far away

Let go of what's real
Show me what you feel
Don't you be afraid

And it was never enough
And it was never enough now
That heroin stuff
Traveling through Daddy's arm now

Cuffed in that junk who knows if I would survive
Once you start shooting, forget living life
Lost in your shadows, no soul, no backbone
Sucked in, locked down, spinning breakdown, heroin whores

Everybody's talking about heroin dreams...
What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your life?

Scream at me, back slap me, chew off my ears
And I can't stop this sickness, I've been trying for years
Deeper and deeper lies, sensational fears
They're here just to guide you as we age through the years

Everybody's talking about heroin dreams...
What the fuck you gonna do with the rest of your life?
What the fuck you ganne do with the rest of your time?

I'm lost in your shadows...

We once were one but now we just are over
We'll talk things out, perhaps I'll lend my shoulder
Now none is waht we have become, we're falling
Where nobody knows, inside the unknown, still falling

I'm shivering and shaking life a leaf within
I'm shivering and shaking like a leaf within

In this life I've naturally grown bolder
In this life, desperation's frozen
As desperate as we are they see no movement
Stagnant situations can be fuming

I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine
Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile
Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty
Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree
An angry tree

And everybody is slipping over the edge
And everybody is

Everyday that's slipping, come closer, the quicker to death
Drink up the magic potions, now you see me in your head
Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty
Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree
An angry tree

Can you see the world I see?
Everybody slips including... me

Used memories are blasphemy
Vulgar show offensively
Hemophiliac in me
Sacred blessings, blessed me

Hemophiliac in me...

Shallow persons hollow you
Here my heart is pumping glue
I'm running away, away from you

Hemophiliac in me...

Smoke tracks in my fingers
So ease the speed back...

Forget everything I've said before, I don't feel that way today
Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday

I'm comfortable feeling miserable
And I never want to change

Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do
Forgive us all cause we have all begun to do as we choose

Never again will I trust a friend
Cause I know I'll always lose...

No desire to live
No desire to change
No desire to try
Cause it always stays the same
No desire

Disregard all of my words, I don't feel that way today
Disregard everything I've done, it meant nothing anyway

You probably heard all about it
You probably heard every word
It didn't take long for them to spread it
It didn't take long to spread the word

You can whisper if you want to
You can call me shat you will
You can cower in your corner
Or you can say it to my grill

Smiles come from the fake ones
They'll pretend to be your friend
They'll cut you down just to have fun
Then kiss your ass to make amends

And I wish I may and I wish I might...

You never know who really starts it
You never know who's talking shit
In the end it doesn't matter
Cause in the end, they're all on your list

I got the razor at my wrist
'Cause I can't resist
I've got this fever burnin' fist
That does as I wish
But when I get downtown
And see what's around
I just know there's got to be
A better place to be found

Oh, God help me
The river runs red and I think I'm dyin'

Well I knew there'd come a day
When my mind would say Hey are you afraid
Well all I know is that I been down here tryin'
Well, I'll bleed on through the night
I suppose I'll bedead by the morning light
No don't be surprised if you mind when you find me

Oh, God help me

In the stillness of the night
My eyes are closed
My mouth is wide
I could see her face
Her beautiful hair
I could recognize
She looks at me cold
She probably don't know who I am
Mommy it's me
It's Keith
You had me back when
But sometimes I like to pretend
That she knows me
That she holds me
I quess I can't
Because show doesn't know who I am
My mind it's dreaming
God it's so misleading
Do you think it's 'cause I've grown old
Is it true what I was told
You cried to leave me
You know I know it's not your fault
You had a husband who was selfish and cold
Belive me I know
Now I hear you used to treat me cold
You dissappeared and left me all alone
I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong
'cause both of you were always getting stoned