2. Fall Whatever Falls
I wished Your heart was grown
to shoot an arrow to me down
You made waste of all I have
The worst everfall I serve
I only think that You forgot me
I hope You see what You did to me
Such a harm a wind will do at sea
I leave you now with better company
Go, tenderness of years
no sighing sign she hears
Fall whatever falls
sweet flowery welkin' call
Fall whatever falls
sweet flowery welkin' call
See I keep the day,
cure overnights so grey
There are many keys, but wherefore should I go?
No sign of hearts, but You breathing now
I'll leave to hang myself, pity on my loss
Meadows never crossed,
winter now at hand!
I am honey-mouthed, but I don't talk
You smell my feelings as You walk
You have the choice
to make me blessed or cursed
Soft Your bright voice
Scorn running time and make it worse
3. Self Pity Sick
Can I hold You all night long?
I feel You shake, a deed so wrong,
wrong in my head
Vino two for one today
Kiss this bleeding curse away
Realscapes today
Iron in the air, Your tongue in my mouth
Twilight-essence hair when the moon goes south
A breeze of sugar-breath
so sweetly pale, pale as death
Blood-copulate her will
Her aim my heart to kill
Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet
Self pity sick, love desire's benefit
Self pity sick, flowers salty sweet
Self pity sick, feelings blind
I starve the daily world aside
Wild things leading me tonight
But I feel dreamscape die
the bygone night denied
My soulgates open, streaming tears
The money-voice she only hear
His aim the pleasure of himself
Love and extasy she gave
Flowers salty sweet, love desire's benefit
Feelings blind, leave this weird place behind
I will load You for one kiss untrue
I don't open my lips for one loving kiss
4. You Will Come
I seek for You, take my leave, so fare You well
I lost all hopes, truth may come to light and die
And for my love I pray You, wrong me not
Let us all ring fancy's bell, ding, dong, bell!
Such as I am now for myself alone
My eyes still look, look as swift as Yours
I pray You cure my mind that's drenched with blood
A dancing heart, but not for joy
No power in the tongue of man
My deeds upon my head crushing
head crushing mad,God sort it all
You shall deem Yourself loaged in my heart
Sick is my head, let it bleed, desire to die!
I will lend You sorrow, borrow none
I never serve Your mind, I say no way!
Remember You were mine,
'cause You obeyed my wine
My favour stopped to bleed,
over now my greed!
And You will come, I never serve Your mind
And You will come and leave Your world behind
I fly away by night, to higher steps of might
The thorns You stand upon, they never will pass on!
5. That Kills My Heart
A comoran devouring time
In great streams rains the joy of mine
My blood speaks to You in vein
Fare well until we meet again!
You knocked onto my fate
alighted at my gate
My wife that was, my son that is
Keep faith onto Your chance
I'm glad at heart, make war breed peace
piercing thru myself to meet
Lend me Your hand that kills my heart
Let me to find You still, devil cross Your will
You stand pleased with all
I say:Hear Your fall!
Pardon me, stars, I never felt it until now
O sighful thought, drown her broked soul!
Your life passed thru so hard
I pay it when You part
Won't have a serpent-bite
Not fighting forth tonight...
God, I will set You forth
Great glory in my horse
I creep in dream-maids ears
My weakened voice to hear
6. Be Ever Heard
Long time ago my work began
Completed now, when I'm a man
I drunk the wine of paradise
Much force I gained with many sighs
Now You cease away, You come to me
You leave Your world with grim and cry out loud
I really know the uses of the world
The voice I always hear, be ever heard!
I won't stop here, but gently pass
I will sink ere night be passed
I happy child of earth was I
bright as a star in our skies!
Cold astral stars, eternity
Now there may come new days to me
Now motionless like bleeding ice
I sing like wind short lives and dies
Short lives and dies!
10. Senca
I lost more I ever gained
far away, far away...
Thunder die, heartache cry
Star-crossed light never meant far, far away...
Whisper trance-enchants and fear!
Light and fags, hope and fear
Start to think and start to hear
my voice soft, wit and charm
Off I rise, twilight-path
Never saw such trembling harm
Cut-tongued spheres to appear
falling down so fresh and free
Flat my voice, wake or sleep
I have met within my dreams
Never feel a calm so deep
How can grief break the wall
to my long, long promised way?
But my sake I will break,
break in pieces never seen
Senca, nevermore...
Beauty, pleasure, youth
which one will I choose
to uphold my wounds?
Beauty, pleasure, youth
two of them to lose
to avoid my tomb