3. Something
Scariness
Your butthole just spit in your pants
Scariness
What's scary, is not knowing what, what is
Something scary
When I start to think
My skulls begins to crack
Could it be the infection in my head
Trying to get me back?
Cause the more I look at myself
The more...fuck I don't know
The more I think about it
I think my fucking head's gonna explode
Wigs splitting
Leaving all your family members dead
I can't explain it
So I just blame it all on my head
Paranoid
Shaking in closets when I'm done
I think I'm hiding from the fact
That I just slaughtered everyone
I wash my hands so many times
That they crack and bleed
But water purifies
Washes away
And makes me clean
My soul is so dirty
I tried to wash it too
And get something together
To figure out what to do
The voices in my head keep driving me crazy
Got my glock cocked
And loaded with no safety
Itchy trigger finger and I'm ready to release
Something keeps telling me
To increase the deceased
Something's talking in my head
I can't help thinking it hates me
Something's telling me I'm dead
It's going to cripple and rape me
Peering through a window
I think I'm falling for this chick
Cause when I look down
Somehow I'm dry fucking a brick
Why is it when she sees me
She's gotta SCREAM?!
Now I gotta jump through the window
And gag her with my stiffy again
I just wanna split my neck and back in half
When the reaper comes to get me
I'ma even go a kill his punk ass
Post modern vibrator
Scaly, like an alligator
Bitch you dieing now
Cause you ain't even seeing later
I was raised in a way
That corrupted my mind
I watch my family abuse each other
At the drop of a dime
It fucked my head up
And I can't think straight
Who can I confide?
Who can I trust?
Who can relate?
Something still telling me
To put you on the ground
And dump you in the river
So your body never found
Then go home and call the cops
Tell them what I did
And when them suckas show up
MURDER ON THE PIGS!
That dog is talking to me
Dude there dogs, they don't do that, do they?
That dog is scaring me
That dog is talking to me
Dude there dogs, they don't do that, do they?
That dog is scaring me
[hiss 5x] MURDER
I'm sexy
Shut the FUCK up, bitch
Quit telling me what to do
Blaze, J, Mono, Madrox
Is that you?
No, it can't be
It's me standing alone in the rain
FUCK THIS BULLSHIT! AND THE PAIN!
You say that I'm different
And not a normal man
You can say you hear me
But really just don't understand
Trying to explain
I like to yell when I explain
So you can understand
How it feels to be in pain
4. Hurt Myself
Pain is sexual
And I'm horny, I'm horny, horny
I jump in the mosh pit, but I'm alone
Between 4 trees I get it on
My brain is hemorrhaging, it's them or me
It ain't easy knocking over a tree (I pass out)
I wake up the room is padded
It would appear I've had it
But hold up
Close rip, wrap them around my neck
And choke myself to death, no breath
Now I'm out, I'm strapped down
Wait, I can still move my head around
I got about 4 inches between the back of my head
And the metal gurney bed
BOOM!
Slamming it, retractions
BOOM!
I feel the back of my skull is cracking
BOOM!
A broken bone is piercing my brain
And oh, I just hammered it in...
Ahhhhh
Ahh I hurt myself
God I hurt myself
Stop me
Pain, pain
Stop me
I'm sitting in the dark, talking to myself
Why does everybody tell me that I need help?
I'm in love with pain
I take a needle or a knife
And drive that mother fucker through my windpipe
Just might
Take a razor blade
Dip it in some gas
See if I can take a little skin of the calf
Grotesque I'm a walking body bag
And when it all heals I'll pick the scabs
Alone in the casket, buried in the earth
Self-inflicted wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt
Kick out the door till my legs fall off
Try to use my head my skulls to soft
The pain overwhelms shooting through my kidneys
Blood rushes out when I stick a shank in me
Keep stabbing and sticking
And pulling all the blood spitting
And I cut off the oxygen
And take my own life again
Why, tell me why
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
AH STOP ME!
Why, tell me why
Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you
AH STOP ME!
Do you wanna die? Do you need my help?
Is it self mutilation that you're bringing on yourself
Went through the same situation 1 year ago
I guess that explains all the scars on my throat
Why you still breathing, are you still alive?
Escaping from the deamons that you had locked inside
You death suicidal than come an play my game
One gun, one bullet if you're it no pain
A layer up skin ohhh, I pull it back
And smooth it back down with some simple smack (OUCH)
Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league
Just cause I show up bite a bowling ball and leave
Yea go ahead curse me you faggots
So I throw my legs onto moving cars, you got your habits
I don't consider it hurting myself, it brings me joy
Now shut the fuck up here
Batter up UHHHHAHHH!!
Cut and slice away with a steak knife
Hit myself in the ankle with a PVC pipe
Exacto blade underneath the fingernail
Bleed and make another cut, fucking might as well
Tablespoon of Morton's salt pour it on the wound
If it don't burn you don't know what you doing
If you fail just return to start
Self defecation is a beautiful art
STOP ME!!
STOP ME!!
pain is sexual
pain is sexual
STOP ME!
6. We Danced
It was a dark and stormy night,
when five children of the Lotus crept into a local cemetery,
their intentions were nothing more than to smoke marijoowana leafs
and drink acholic beverages.
But these five young boys were soon joined by some very unlikely company.
If fact, for the children of the Lotus,
this was some company that they could only dream of.
I'm talking about the dead. Not just any dead.
I'm talking about they were joined by 5 ravishing,
beautiful, lovely dead women who opened up to these boys
and gave them their all.
Do you like the Ouija, we dance
Blood, flesh, romance
Right there, right in front of the tomb
Beautiful, horrific, and the moon
Dead flesh, crazy hormones
Me with a hard dick
Her with her neck broke
We did the tango, she breathed
She wiped blood on a killa's sleeve
Now I ain't ever been one to pass
She might be dead but she got a nice ass
Riding to the bone, I like dead meat
Wearing nothing but her panties
Shaking to the beat
So you like to dance
Is that magic
Is that your ass
In back I'm grabbing
You're getting kinda freaky
Biting on my neck
My heart is beating fast
My underwear's wet
And we danced...
I can't believe we danced
And I don't even dance
I can't believe we danced
And I don't even dance
Sitting with my thoughts by the Mausoleum
I can't believe my eyes but I know I see them
She walked up to me
Can I have this dance?
And put her hand right into my pants
She had a slit in her throat
But I wasn't even tripping a bit
But I was kinda bucking the bitch
Missing her lip
She had a long tongue
Stuck it straight down my throat
And when I went to grab her titty
It just turned to smoke
And the bitch's mouth started bleeding again
I had to open up her cheeks so my dick'll fit in
I love the blood and guts
And all the sex with the dead
I love the sluts with the snake coming out of they head
Damn, was there something special in that
When I swallowed it down
It kinda pushed my wig back
Fact wait, let me rub my eyes
What I'm seeing right now
Starting to make my pants rise
Hello beauty queen
Can I have this dance
And when the song is over
Can I see some romance?
So what?
You can see ya skull through your hair
I only got one concern
Pulling down ya underwear
As I lick the skin across her hip
I feel my tounge slip in into her rip
A neden or a leg
It don't matter to me
Cause dancing through the cemetery gots me in ecstasy
And we danced
My first thought when I seen her rise above the ground
My one and only dead bitch had been found
She was the high school prom queen
Miss teen and shit
Pressure was too tight
She cut her wrist
Her clothes a little tattered
It ain't matter though
All I wanna do is stick my dick in her jaw bone
Spent about 10, frozen, decomposing
Sweet talk the freak till I get them legs open
Can't wait to get up in her decayed womb
She's been untouched for 5 years
In her tomb
She rising up fo a killa
To be the only one
Magic dead fuck smell every time she cums
I was lonely
I had no one
Mind as well do masturbation
I'll jack off while Shaggy smooches
I'm watching them from the bushes
Had my face down in my boodrest
I felt something poking my ass
It's another ghouly girly
Look at me
I'm naked early
She came under me and mangled
She had no feet
Skin just dangled
We went behind a tombstone
And I said, Your boobies, may I hold them?
She lifted up her crusty sweater
They were blue and stuck together
Gently I peel them apart
And her skin ripped open
You could see her heart
And we danced...
7. cigaM kcalB
Wizards, Witchdoctors, Sorcerers, Black Magic!
God bless Mike E Clark, ICP, Twiztid, and most of all, all you juggalos and everyone at Psychopathic Records, and even you!
The sixth jokers card will be followed, followed by the end of time itself! It will consume us all!
Hooragoon
Feed the rats
Hooracool
Scare the cats
Meckle heckle, lucifer,
Heckle meckle, crucifer,
Meditate
Body weight
Humiliate
Castrate,
Contemplate
Hate
Decapitate
Segregate,
Poison
Venom
Vixen
Pleasure
Vortex
Vomit
Vulture
Treasure
Hex of fire
Hex of pain
Hex of losses
Hell will gain,
Blood of children
Blood of pig
Dig solomon dig dig
Dig your grave
Be my slave
Alot of wicked spirits rave
Blackest magic, leave my soul, give my angels all control
Blackest magic, let me be, keep your black tounge off of me
Blackest magic, drop your chain, may you never speak my name
Blackest magic, watch you cower, bite your tongue and holy power
Why? why? when people witness magic, they'll ignore it and say it never happened
Only thing they'll beleive is whats tragic, god throws it nobody wanna catch it...
I go east, you go west, and the moon follows both of us, (it's magic, magic)
Pyramids, circle crops, hunded tonne stone hedge crops, (it's magic, magic)
Volcanic lava, earthquakes, weather causes aches, (its magic, magic)
Music love, the unseen drug, fucking lightning bugs, (it's magic, magic)
Hypnosis, ESP, mental telepathy, (it's magic, magic)
Amityville, northern lights, blood red moon lit nights, (it's magic, magic)
Rings of saturn, the black hole, mind over body controll, (it's magic, magic)
Exorcisms, Mary's crying, unknown objects flying (it's magic, magic)
Frozen fire
Call me down
Frozen fire
Show me around,
Candle wax drip like tears
Roll over one thousand years
Monkey blood
Sweet and hot
Take me to my spot, kay
Wait, devil has my tounge,
Heaven's bells have now rung
Blood of children
Blood of pig
Dig solomon dig dig
Dig your grave
Be my slave
Let the holy spirits rave
9. Headache
I hear the words are spoken
I think my mind is broken
I keep on steady smoken
Hopefully I die from choken
Know what I was just thinking
Maybe if I keep drinking
The voice will quit and I can escape from this demon deakin
My lifes a living hell
Only the voice can tell
Oh please oh christ compell
Lead me from this evil spell
My body won't stop shaking
These voices keep on making
Me do things to people, this must just be the work of satan
They want my mind an soul this shit is way out of control
I haven't been to sleep in weeks, i'm sweating but my body's cold
I'm shaking like a leaf, terrified to go to sleep
Puking from the medication my vitals signs are looking weak
I see him in the mirror, he told me come inside
He lives inside my head so there's no where to hide
They want my soul to die so they can come alive
Possess my body, so everybody can realize
They say they'll give me pain
They say they'll give me love
They say they'll make me bleed
And tell me i'm above
They take me down again
This is my medicine
I cut the head off the devil and I throw it at you!
They say they'll give me pain
They say they'll give me love
They say they'll make me bleed
And tell me i'm above
They take me down again
This is my medicine
I cut the head off the devil and I throw it at you!
I take so many zoloft
I bleed my nose off
I run up in a church and rip my fucking clothes off
The demon follows me right to the house of God
But then it swallows me and takes me to the Lotus Pod
What can I do when my brains shakes my earth quakes
My lips crack, my skin dries up and flakes
Sleepless, 6 days of weakness
I pin eyelids open, with rusty paperclips
The demons coming for me, they want to take my body
Hands reaching up behind me sufficate the breath upon me
They sqeaze my vocal chords until I want to scream
Call upon the dark lord please wake me from my dream
I'm steady popin no-doze, I never want to sleep
Mental pressure over comes the brain, the evil creeps
Body shakes for me uncontrol I need to pop another pill
Demons here to take my soul to late I need a refill
Spoken are the words
In the hands of pythona
Are the magic spells
To unlock the keys to the universe
It awaits, it will be summoned
By the pedals of the lotus
The night candles clean mind and soul
Shall invoke the power
I sit alone in the closet so I can hear what they saying
I'm rocking back and forth helpless will it, infest my ahhhh
My momma told me it would pass its been 17 days
The bag of the tynonel bottles don't say shit about a soul rape
Tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do now (how)
Act how (now) go where (here) be with who listen more to me or you?
Father tell me whenever will I be back to normal (never)
I guess I'm cursed to live with this headache forever
I can't sleep at night
Cause all these sounds in the darkness
Wake up in a cold sweat
Body feeling heartless
Pop a couple sleeping pills to try an relax
Every time I doze off something's breathing down my back
Could it be the afterlife or just a soul living inside of me
Praying for the day to take us both out of our misery
Could it be the evil ways of past on friends?
Or maybe all the lives I took are coming back for they revenge
Give me pain
Give me love
Make me bleed
Take me above
Take me down
This is my medicine
I cut the head of the devil and I throw it at you!
10. Bad Rep
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me
Everybody treats me like uh I'm the anti-christ
They want to kill my momma for giving me the life
I'm on my tree they say, I walk a different way
Get on your knees and pray, Lotus it's your judgement day
I like to hang with the hookers and whynos
And let them give me tats with their heroine needles, whut?
I love to kiss on the bitches with bad breath
And choke them by the neck while I just fuck her to death
Now tell me do you love me, or do you love me not? Naww?
Well kiss my ass, the red dot marks the spot
Tell me, how you be behind my back and always hate
To my face we straight, about to make me catch a murder case
Tell me, what make your brain tick? What the fuck?
To even find the Lotus clique, well you gotta look
But you can't see us, well try focal heat specs
Matter of fact mother fuck you and my rep
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me
Come over here I wanna tell you a story
It's an ugly one, it's about neden, and how I can't get none
I could have cocaine cum with a crackpipe dick
And I couldn't get a basehead to buff my shit
Speaking of crackheads I am a crackhead
I mean I don't smoke, but I gotta crack in my head
My daddy used to slap my face around with a brick
Until finally the back of my cranium split
I took my shoelace off and sewed it back shut
I wear this goofy wig now to hide the cut
Look nobody loves me I'll be quick to admit it
My momma says she loves me, but she won't let me hit it, I'm kidding
Then you got my brothers they call me metal case
They beat me up and put they cigarettes out on my face
Ahhhh my head throbs
I'm about to enroll in Columbine, and finish the fucking job!
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me
Hi Kelly, it's me J.
Listen I know you don't like me calling you and stuff, but fuck you.
You know what I mean?
Gimme a chance, I'm not that stale. I mean just because...
Terrible thoughts run through my mind
Causing my head to fill with anger
Anybody I don't know I wanna strangle
Does that make me such a bad guy? Nope
Y'all like live bitches, I like the dead kind
Hang with killas, creep like phantoms in the darkness
And even though we like to murder we ain't heartless
Can't help it I got a bad reputation
But devastation, all out panic before decapitation
Don't nobody love me, don't nobody care
They'd rather sit and stare, and make fun of my hair
I'ma killa, I'ma devil, I'ma punk, I'ma traitor
My momma hate my guts, but I could never ever hate her
And this bitch I used to fuck say my dick too small
She wasn't sayin' that when she took it all in the jaw
And all my dawgs and my true friends think I'm insane
They say Jamie doesn't rationalize or talk in normal ways
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
All my neighbors love me
Someone gotta love me (Nooo)
Everybody love me (No)
Mom and daddy love me (No)
Anybody that has heard of me
I know they love me
Just gimme a chance and call me back you know?
Just gimme five minutes
Just gimme five fucking minutes
Just quit sucking dicks like a fucking cunt bitch
And call me back
I'm asking for a second chance
Everything I do is always my fault
You're such a fucking slutty fucking whore!
Call me back bitch!
11. Bitch I'm Sexy
Bitch,
Do you wan't me?
Do you wan't me?
Cause I'm famous
I'm famous
Is that right?
That's right
Sexay!
What!
Get tea bagged!
On your face!
Bitch!
Haha
HAHAHA
Bitch I'm the sexiest killa you know
Come equiped with an axe and some love handles
Vampire out of the water, straight to land
Can a killa that you know fuck you better than I can?
If you say that they could bitch, you's a lie
You must of never had a juggalo between your thighs
Didn't like the fat kid that was cutting your lawn
Now your giving head shots for your favorite song
So bitch you think I'm se-xy
And you want my wi-lly
Then you best expect me
To slap you in your fu-cking mouth
Oh that's right bitch you like killas in disguise
Sure I'll fuck, but don't expect to loose a lot
I'll make sweet love to the neden of a juggalette
A fake bitch out for props gets her neck wet
Baby am I se-xy
Tell me am I se-xy
Baby am I se-xy
Tell me am I se-xy
Baby am I se-xy
Tell me am I se-xy
Baby am I se-xy
Tell me am I se-xy
What up young bitch, I know you like dick
Drop to your knees and tell me what you think
As my dick slides up, in and out your face
11 years dead punk bitch fuck bitch how it taste?
Lay your ass down and close your eyes
Imagine dead dick between your thighs
Can't nobody do it quite like this
I might be dead but I'm sexy bitch!
Bitch I can't front, in the days of no pain
I still had the game to put your face on fame
Monox' boogy in this bitch with my dick all hard
Face fucking all you hoes be my only truck card
Bitch, you can kick it with the punk next door
But when you see me, ain't no talking cause we be fucking on the floor
And all the fronting shit gots to go
I'm on the hunt for that freak nasty bitch from head to toe
Bitch ain't I sexy
Wanna take a ride in my lexi?
Well I ain't got a lexi
I got a taxi
Get the fuck in it
Floor it and pay for it
Bitch we the Dark Lotus six
We don't like richie ass groupy chicks
I never got neden before I was famous
Bounce, or get my foot your anus
Bitch you think it's all song and dance
I'm a bust your head if you don't come out of those pants
You don't get to chose us or take your pick
You'll be lucky if you get to suck squezy dick
Bitch I'm sexy take off my shirt
What's that all on my back, dirt
Don, down and dirty be the Violent J
And the motherfucking lotus pod be the hide away
Bitch show a juggalette respect
You don't wanna tussle with a down ninjette
Life ain't nothing but bitches and money
And I ain't got either one, so get the fuck on
That's right look at this bullshit
Cause that's just what it is, bulllll.......shit bitch!
You better suck my dick till my balls get wet
Hey yo Marz,
You never was Lotus and you know this bitch!!
14. Black Crows
Oh my god
Don't leave me
I can here them whisper my name
I can feel them watch me every now and again
I watch him float along the clouds
Hunt for blood stains
My souls almost out
And he can only see the pain
Wings spread on a porch I sit
Conversatin with the devil on some shit
I feel the spirts rise
When the black birds fly
When its time to die
Only the crows know why
12 o' clock on the dot
My blood runs cold
On my window
Got me in a choke hold
Visions of death pinicle sacrafice
And the ultimate price of taking my own life
Beady yellow eyes see right through me
Talking to me, the beyond consumes me
The black crow takes my thoughts
And plants seeds
The black crow plants his feet and over sees
Our father of Shangri-La
Halo be thy name
If the world turns over
Save me from the fire rain
Keep me pure keep me clean
As the Lotus grows
I ask ye for forgiveness
Keep me from the crows
Balck feathers black eyes black wings
Perched atop the cemetery gateing
Waiting for me, recording my moves
Used to be one, now there are two
A couple waiting to pick at my soul
And bring me back to the one in control
The faster I run they still give chase
Will they leave me if I reveal my Holy Cross face
Black blood within the raven
Have I been forgaven?
A haven of crows watching skwaking
Drifting above me, hawking
What lies beneath it's eyes
Who's guideing it as it flys
When the red moon bleeds
It feeds, forfilling it's needs
In my mark for death
Do they want my last breath
Do they really want me dead
So my soul will reserrect
I can't help it praying to the god above
Purify change the crows to doves
Wings spread out and they cover my soul
Deaths voice springs out
And spreads threw my mentals
In threw my mind
And down my spine
Midnight, sunrise, sunfall
Crows beckon, pharohs call
My blood hot dripping
Growing clipping, snipping
I will never be afraid
Of the eyes of the dead
In my trench coat pocket
There's a severed crows head
I look down his neck
To see what he can see
I've finally come to grips
They will always be around me
15. Juggalo Family
And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 juggalos for a 100 main stream fans And I said I wouldn't trade 10 juggalos for a 100,000 mainstream fans 10 juggalos is priceless
I gots love for my homies, members of the Lotus
United we stand, squashing all deadly forces
Been to hell, could of spent eternity there
All the bad shit I've done, I should still be there
Juggalos can ya feel me, feel me, worldwide, worldwide
Running with the hatchet straight out the Lotus Pod
Always got your back till end screaming juggalos
Dark lotus, psychopathic that's the way you go
So many people in the matrix die alone, they
They knock me in my soul belongs to juggalos, they
Keep me going when I'm down and out
I pick up the phone drop them a line and here them shout
Saying Twiztid is the shit, and I'm down with the clown
Dark Lotus for life until I'm dead in the ground!
I give a shout to all my homies and killas who keep me started
All my juggalos always representing when departed
Mass murder makes me happy!
Dead bodies make me happy!
Until eternity!
I'll always have juggalo family!
Mass murder makes me happy!
Dead bodies make me happy!
Until eternity!
I'll always have juggalo family!
6 individuals pedals fall from 1 stem
Who try to run away and not follow any trends, with no friends
Cause we accend from the same dirt, filth, grit, and grime
Make your mind, juggalo minds to crush mainstream shines
Whats yours is mine it was mines is yours
Let the wagons of the Dark Carnival show you different worlds
Any hoes front a juggalos or the hatchet
Tell them to come suck on your dick, we psychopathic!
All my life I've been living it all alone
I'm like a king with no people or a crown or a throne
And what I'm speaking on is what I'm feeling like
Do you know what it feels like to feel the warmth of the sunlight
I'd really like to know cause I've been chilling in the dark
For so many years that I question love in my heart
And I hate everyone, and I hate everything
Except for all the juggalos and the love that they bring!
If it wasn't for the juggalos I don't know
Probly be robbing everybody in the world fo sho
So I'm thankful for the family that adopted me in
And since I live on the underground it all fit in
I can't explain all the power that the Carnival brings
Or the energy from ya'll when the hatchet swings
All I know is that I'm staying cause it's where I belong
Dark Lotus on my wrists till I'm dead and gone
If it wasn't for Shaggy my shirt would still be baggy
I wouldn't be fat, I'd still be hungry and crabby
We used to buy our own records at the stores
So they would think it's a hot seller, and order more
But we built a team of same killers with the same dream
But we couldn't reach the top, we'd stay B level like Charlie Sheen
We finally realized we will always have the juggalos
I'll never give another second, to the mother hoes!
Lotus!!!
Lotus!!! Lotus!!! Lotus!!! Lotus!!!
And they wanted to know if I would trade 10 juggalos for a 100 main stream fans And i said I wouldn't trade 10 juggalos for a 100,000 mainstream fans 10 juggalos is priceless