3. Psycho Love
Don`t be scared of my view
Once I was like you and everyone
Sense excelled in my mind
And my love for you was endless
The bitterness you gave me was abundant
The pain nestled in my soul because of you
Although I got tired of forgiving your mistakes
I didn`t let you think I hate you
We`ll meet each-other somewhere, that`s for sure
Maybe between fire and steel or clouds and sun
The blood spreading around your body will remember me
The passion and the deliverance from this Psycho Love
Once I made you come closer, feeling some compassion despite my mental illness
Your dead body lying behind me, your lifeless eyes looking me
Prove that you can`t be behind me alive anymore
I took your life joined with me
I`m not begging for sympathy or understanding
Walking together on life`s highway might be useless
If your soul is alive
She will hate me, that`s for sure
I feel bad, but maybe I should have done it earlier
Although you were always the king of my dreams
Soon I`ll go away from your slaughtered body
Even more I wanna be here forever
My acts can`t offer me a normal life like everyone.
But everything is changing in life
Psychical limits are getting closer suffocating
Undiminished passion, so ferocious
Is changing logic to madness:
4. Sense Of Annihilation
Psychical crushes-made for a human
Insistently are searching for cure
A desperate being is trying to escape from destiny
of loneliness and sorrow
Obvious agony on daily steps
Incorrigibly romantic inner picture-furthered in all dimensions
Words are loosing their interest told by well-disposed-aimed on
Happiness restoring
Inexperienced wandering in areas of fantastic, false or true
Annihilation is possible-perceivable
In glossy spaces seem to be true
Obvious agony on daily steps
Incorrigibly romantic inner picture-furthered in all dimensions
Words are loosing their interest told by well-disposed-aimed on
Aimed on fear`s mollifyness-happiness restoring.
The deceive so easy but so false in view
Theories everywhere, deeds, facts-they come and leave
Psychical transactions without any limits simple in the light
Maybe hard in the dark but always murderous
Is it real that lifeless have bigger value
Just because civility is teaching the decay
You, foolish spirit, possessed by matter`s haughtiness
When will you stop searching around?
When will you learn to live and exist limited in small scopes
Far away from hesitations and freedom-so far away
Till the day you`ll learn the way to kill the corruption existing around you?
SENSE OF ANNIHILATION-the touch with all around
Leading to intricate ideas, sweet in deed
Killing is at last out of law
Without hesitations or fear, so simple, so easy
Violence, psycho-violence stated our existence
Bringing the mortals nearer to inexistence`s worship
We have taught at last our murder
Leading ourselves to termination
The Human High-school is now teaching
How to kill naturally everything it`s worth to be in heart
Far away of matter and flesh
10. Future Deadlock
Eternal vivid dreams of past, now nightmares construct
A new empire of headless puppets, industry of materialized madness
Horror in cyber, panic and viruses, flesh and steel now collided
Man-machine is tomorrow`s generation
Myths of past now stand alive
Mechanical slaves and lords, darkness covers all like alons before
Abominations are dancing in a static rhythm
Their hypnotic eyes tell how life fades
Crawling in the ground they`re dying full of filth and innocence
The numbers are lost, orders are confused, disorder is defused
Frantic scientists enhance the human body
Interstellar communication brings colonists from far beyond
Alienation causes the crossiny of breeds
Mutants are born and rule the world
Capacity is exhausted and explosion is expected
Disintegration of my soul I liquify my flesh and bones
Colors tip my eyes, blood dripping from my ears-formless and faceless
I travel trough cables and cords loosing my share
I ejaculate in a sea of webs filled with eyes and senses
And I feel that time and space has no meaning here: