Black shadows creeping down the wall
Another life is about to end
I can feel the hour creeping closer now
Today it's my execution day

Without fear in my eyes
I walk 30 meters to the chair
The thoughts that rush through my brain
Makes me once again see their pain

Kill me, set me free
Come to me beautiful death
Kill me, set me free
Feel the pleasure of killing me

I rather dead forever
Then living without my needs

When the lightning strike through my eyes
And my skin starts to burn
This act will give you satisfaction
You think you have saved the world

I can't close my eyes
Staring straight into the empty sky
Feeling trapped an overfilled with lies
I can't deny
These lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind

I can't deny
Death is on my mind

I can't close my eyes
I'm feeling trapped inside a world of lies
I can't see what's real, it's all disguised
I can't deny
These lovely thoughts of death has crossed my mind

I hate this world
I hate this life

I focus on the strength
The strength I'm building up inside
I feel it growing stronger every day
Strong enough to take my life away

I have closed my eyes
My final rest saved me from all those lies
It's over, I'm free from this pain called life
I can't deny
I'm dead, I'm cold, I'm six feet under ground

I can't deny
I'm dead, I'm cold, it ain't no lie

I focus on the strength
The strength I'm building up inside
I feel it growing stronger every day
Strong enough to take my life away

Suicidal!

Bom to die, our fate has been sealed
The webs of life spun since day one
Odin father of death, our paths will cross
In the halls of Valhalla well feast, warriors from north

These seas whipped by the fury of Jormundgand
These mountains born from the teeth of Ymer
Beautiful and majestic, forever in my heart

The setting sun burns my eyes
Will this be my last or will I again see it rise?

Ancestral pride burns in me
I am the king of the northern sea

A battle is raging soon to be won
I raise my sword to Bur and Bestlas son
Can't remember how many I have slain
Then, all I feel is the burning pain

A fatal wound has appeared
But I'm not afraid it's nothing I feared

Ancestral pride burns in me
I am now set forever free

Chilling winds caress my body
The rain falls hard on my face
As I gaze up to the sky
Clouds gather and thunder roars

Valkyries ride down to me
Einherjer is what I'll be
I ride with them to the golden halls
Deep within Asgards walls

Divine warmachine, terror on wheels of steel
Engine roaring like thunder on the field
Is it Hell? Is it Eden?
No sympathy, no peace
Just anger, hate and fury

Suffering an higher art of pleasure
Pain, revel in this agony
Soldier, living for the kill
Soldier, living for the thrill

No mercy, crush the weak
High on blood, feel the rush
Fire guns, destroy the hush

FIRE!!!

Supremacy through shells of steel
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Charging forwards, no turning back
Engage in battle, ATTACK ATTACK!

Metallic wagons of fear invading everywhere
Yeah... Hell is here...

Gazing up to the blackened sky
Makes part of me slowly die
Among a clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love

Follow it, they said, to paradise
Afterwards I hate them and their lies
It was the beginning of my demise

I've been in Paradise, don't want to go back
It makes my feeling go numb and black
I couldn't find the desire of my heart
It was far away and slowly breaking apart

Hypocrisy and lies
There is no fucking paradise
Looking for the love of my life
It isn't in your fucking Paradise

I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe
Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate
Among a clouds I can see a dove
The messenger of love

Faithful believers of a nonexisting god
Waste all your life on your bare knees
Reality a word unknown
Passing your head with a gentle nod
Brainwashed from the day of your birth

Religious fanatic from the cradle to the grave
Christian pedophiliac is that your way to save?
Why can't you see beyond, the illusion, the lie
Just sitting there praying to an empty sky

You are maggots, sheep's that walk in flock
Not able to think on your own
Don't come to me begging for mercy
No fucking remorse, you are going down

Religious fanatic from the cradle to the grave
Christian pedophiliac is that your way to save?
Why can't you see beyond, the illusion, the lie
Just sitting there praying to an empty sky

I hate you
I curse you
The truth is what I speak
My words is your defeat

Day in day out before your precious icon
Your life is mine to waste
Blindfolded men of god
I deny your lords existence!
Holy father nothing more than phantasm
Pestilential lord of lies

The world seems to matter no more
I'm standing by the threshold to the door
Where death is waiting on the other side
Chained to the shore awaiting the coming tide

As the shining steel caresses me flesh
I depart on a journey beyond life and death
Domain of the damned is where I will dwell
I bid you welcome - welcome to hell

There is things about me you don't know
There is feelings in me I'll never show
It's an eerie sound in my head
Why cann't I ever sleep?

Insomnia
Dementia
Paranoia
Phobia

Sleepless nights I lie alone
Watching watching on the wall
Hour after hour until the light of day
Then with the sun they disappear

It's calling for me in tongues I've never heard
Telling me to kill, telling me to die
Voices In the darkness of my mind
Like a child's painful cry

Other occasions they command me
By terrifying visions of reality
I hope that some day I will be free
Now I'm lost within myself

Growing more deranged by every week
I feel a need to feast upon the weak
Insanity wrapping its arms around me
Enfolded I become enlightened and see

The taste of human flesh so sweet
I can feel the power flow from my hands to my feet

Give me energy
I can't control myself
I'm burning up from inside
There is no contact to your world
The flame inside me just died

Every day will be the same
My only passion will heal my pain
One day light will come
For me it did never exist

True love is an empty bottle
Which I made promise to
True love is shining colours
Once again it will be shown
True love can't be taken away
It will never disappear
True love is here to stay
Now I've got nothing to fear

Your world is a blind mans eyes
That will show me eternity
Your ear can't obtain my cries
I've already set my destiny
As we walk the path of life
Which seems to have no end
Alcohol made my cold emotions
And the rush is my only friend

There seems to be no meaning
There seems to be no hope
There seems to be no meaning
It's time to fetch the rope

These thoughts carve in my mind
The scars they make are eternal
My hate grows stronger each day
The hate towards life and myself

I'm drowning in this vicious river of suicidal thoughts
Stopped struggling for the surface a long time ago

These scars inside of me
Now slit wide open
My life has ceased to be
Now slit wide open

This painful agony
Come death set me free
My life has ceased to be
Now slit wide open

There seems to be no meaning
There seems to be no hope
There seems to be no meaning
It's time to fetch the rope

Is this the last you'll ever hear from me?
This remains to be seen
Does anyone really care?
I know that I don't

These scars inside of me
Now slit wide open
My life has ceased to be
Now slit wide open

This painful agony
Come death set me free
My life has ceased to be
Now slit wide open

I will follow my desire
Building up my dreams empire
Not listening to your bullshit
I'm free I have no sire

I will not hesitate
If you stand in my way
Then I'll promise you
You won't see another day

I am the one
That fulfill my dreams
I will live my life
Ad Libitum!!

See my crowbar in your face
My knife in your heart
My fingers around your neck
I won't think twice

I am the one
That fulfill my dreams
I will live my life
Ad Libitum!!

I am a predator
You are the prey
So shut your mouth
And hear what I have to say

Life is survival
Only the strong will live on
The future lies clouded
For you, not me

I'm on top on the food chain
Your just another worm
Your efforts to pull me down
Well they are in vain

I am the one
That fulfill my dreams
I will live my life
Ad Libitum!!

This is our world
We don't want you here!